I have been living as a shadow of myself for as long as I can remember. Like I've never really stepped into myself as my own power and directed myself to absolutely take full responsibility for my own possessions that's been filled with excuses and justifications as to why and how I can allow myself … Continue reading Turning a bitter situation into gratefulness (Day 23)
Unreason unable (Day 22)
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project into the future and not following it through when the time is here to do so. So much so that I've made it a habit to procrastinate things that I know will be good for me, because another part of me disagrees about … Continue reading Unreason unable (Day 22)
Abdicating my power pt.2 (day 21)
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to place my sense of worth, confidence, and self acceptance into experiences I've had with the another person I found to be better looking than me, connected to when I got their approval. Only to loose that sense of worth, confidence and self acceptance when and … Continue reading Abdicating my power pt.2 (day 21)
Facing the inevitable (day 18)
I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that establishing self honesty as me here in every moment, means that I am aware in each and every moment of every thought, feeling, emotion, word and deed that comes up within me, and take self responsibility in each moment … Continue reading Facing the inevitable (day 18)
It’s easier said then done (day 17)
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait for experiences in my life to push me to do things related to change, instead of being self initiated when I see things should change for a better outcome. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make things bigger … Continue reading It’s easier said then done (day 17)
Tomorrow never comes (day 16)
Throughout my life, I've acted out postponement in relation to so many things. Sometimes there is a good enough reason of course, but most of the time, the reasoning is bogus, and feeling based. You know the deal, I don't FEEL like it, along with some excuse of rather doing what I do feel like. … Continue reading Tomorrow never comes (day 16)
There GOEs the pREACHer (day15)
The other day I had a 4 hour long conversation with an old friend of mine, that I used to hang with in my teenage adolescent years. We hadn't spoken for yeeaars, so it was really cool to catch up. Though the coolest part for me was when he pointed out some points in relation … Continue reading There GOEs the pREACHer (day15)
Consequences of self deception (day 14)
A interesting thing that's been going on inside me, more pronounced lately, looping, every now and then, is mind possession, in a very intense physical way, it sneaks up, within accumulation, by me constantly feeding into the mind as self deceptive. It gets very physical, meaning, my heart speeds up, a constant tension ensues, not … Continue reading Consequences of self deception (day 14)
