All roads leads to Desteni (Day 26)

It's no wonder our world is messed up. We have been brainwashed to think and believe that as long as everything seems fine in our own life, then everything is fine, then there's nothing to do but to enjoy our idea of what life should be like. Though if we're honest with ourselves, we know …

Power games (day 25)

A lesson that is hard to swallow is that when I hurt myself I hurt another. When I abuse myself I abuse another. Because I in that acceptance and allowance we tolerate everything that is not representing the potential of what can be our best self in thought, word and deed. And when someone seems …

Desire (Day 24)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire having energetic experiences fulfilled through chasing highs within polarity. Instead of as an expression of myself here as breath. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that life is about having desires fulfilled so that I …

Turning a bitter situation into gratefulness (Day 23)

I have been living as a shadow of myself for as long as I can remember. Like I've never really stepped into myself as my own power and directed myself to absolutely take full responsibility for my own possessions that's been filled with excuses and justifications as to why and how I can allow myself …

Unreason unable (Day 22)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project into the future and not following it through when the time is here to do so. So much so that I've made it a habit to procrastinate things that I know will be good for me, because another part of me disagrees about …

Abdicating my power pt.2 (day 21)

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to place my sense of worth, confidence, and self acceptance into experiences I've had with the another person I found to be better looking than me, connected to when I got their approval. Only to loose that sense of worth, confidence and self acceptance when and …

Abdicating my power (day 20)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place energetic imprints onto pictures in my mind of another person that is charged with wants, needs and desires to satisfy my self in a positive experience, implying that without that person I'm in a negative state of lacking something in my self and …

To hide and seek (day 19)

Recently I've been compounding experiences that have me face the reality that I'm waaay off within my application to live the best version of myself. I misguided myself within wants, needs and desires that does not serve what is important for me as all as one and equal in this world. But rather personalities, and …

Facing the inevitable (day 18)

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that establishing self honesty as me here in every moment, means that I am aware in each and every moment of every thought, feeling, emotion, word and deed that comes up within me, and take self responsibility in each moment …

It’s easier said then done (day 17)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait for experiences in my life to push me to do things related to change, instead of being self initiated when I see things should change for a better outcome. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make things bigger …